It’s odd thinking about slipping away, and then suddenly… nothing. It’s so difficult to grasp the concept of there being no consciousness. Just the fact that I am trying to grasp such a thought is enough self-awareness to make impossible to imagine not being. By no means am I afraid to die. I mean, I’d rather not, but I know I will someday. It’s just the concept of being there, everything going black and then nothing. No sight, no sound, no thoughts. No awareness of there being nothing. Its difficult to wrap your head around.